Blogmas Day 17,18, 19, 20 – Brother’s Birthday, Engagement Party Anxiety & Christmas Tag

Hi guys!

Ok I am failing miserably at this, but I deserve some cheers for continuously trying!

Is it me, or does that sentence rhymes?

The past four days have just gotten me so swamped! I have finished my first term working at a school. We had Carol singing on Thursday and Friday we had the Christmas Party.

On Friday we also had our staff lunch at a fancy hotel called The Palace. The staff there were so nice, they offered me some gluten free pasta and chicken. I was so full that the last plate full of yummy fruits I could not take it all.

Then yesterday which was Saturday was an entire day of running about. I got my nails done – but will be taking a proper picture for my blog tomorrow when I will hopefully be filming.

Then Saturday evening me and my boyfriend had another marathon. We first went to my Brother’s birthday dinner then we had an engagement party.

I took a lovely piece of chicken from Henry J Beans.

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Then we rushed on to our party and it was a lovely gathering. Personally I was nervous Β and anxious as it was from Luke’s side. It was of a friend of his which I never met but had communicated with when I had organised his birthday bash. But she never came so I did not meet her until yesterday.

I am a very anxious person and find certain things that stress me more. I try to meditate to cope with the anxiety but sometimes it overcomes me. All I know is slowly slowly I am facing my anxiety and looking at it straight in the eye, like I did tonight!! (p.s. if you are like me and you are an anxious person don’t be ashamed. I recommend this website –Β https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/anxiety/ – you can gather quite a bit of information of what anxiety plays in our lives).

So I was feeling a bit uncomfortable to tell you the truth. Especially because even the other friends that were invited, out of all of them I only knew just one.

But anyways, what can I say I make friends super quickly haha. And I got along with everyone super quickly.

Oh no I apologise I used super quickly twice in the two sentences above and am just TOO lazy to delete and add a new statement instead.

And here is a photo I put together, he really is just the best πŸ™‚

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Anyways today I took it easy! After all it is Sunday 20th – i.e. Rest Day.

But my friends are not all too happy about that and are upset that I will not be joining them tonight. But honestly if all I want to do is stay at home and chill in my room, why is that so bad? Why can’t they understand and just move on. I just get so annoyed when they make me feel bad for not joining them!

Before ending this post, I would like to attach my latest YOUTUBE video that I uploaded yesterday. It was my second collab video, this time with my friend MUNCHK X.

Together, we did the Holiday Christmas Tag. So here you go why not check it out? And maybe answer some of the questions yourselves πŸ™‚

I hope you all had a lovely week!

Happy Holidays!!

Love, Kezzie

xoxo

 

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