How are you all doing? Are you enjoying the first few days of December?
I did not blog yesterday as my day went like this – got up, work, work, home, read, went to my bf, slept. So as you can see nothing interesting to write.
Okay I am lying – my bf’s dad came back from the UK and bought me so many goodies that I was so shy because I was so overwhelmed! I never expected him to get me so much stuff, and it was all amazing.
I will dedicate a blog/video to it, so I will not be sharing it with you here. But can I say that I was so shy that all I did was say thank you. I felt so overwhelmed because he was so sweet about the entire thing. His mum also got me a chocolate advent calendar of Frozen which is super cute.
Anywho’s I did however, capture a selfie from yesterday . . .
See I am trying my best to capture a photo a day.
Anyways and today at work we had a school outing, where we went to a football ground and the children had loads of fun and well organised activities. By the end of the day they were all so tired and even though us teachers did not do any exercise whatsoever I felt exhausted.
Anyways when I finally got to my second job I was not feeling good at all!! After an hour I had to ask my coordinator if I could go home and so I did. I had a headache that is still going on right now and my throat is feeling funny. I do not like getting sick and I bet everyone does.
I tried falling asleep but I couldn’t. I bet you a million euros that I will go to sleep once my boyfriend comes over and we will start watching a film. Instead of sleeping I finished GIRL ONLINE by ZOELLA!! I absolutely loved it and definitely want to read the second book when I get the chance to.
Have you read it?
And if you have I guess you might find my next paragraph like I am copying her but I truly think that writing something somewhere, anywhere just helps you feel better instantly.
Lately I have been having these disagreements with my best friend and I feel that we are drifting apart. We used to see each other every day last year as we were in the same UNI course. However, this year we both started working full time jobs so we only get to see each other once a week. We even rarely talk on Whatsapp when we used to talk non-stop.
I am trying because I was the one who started the conversation yesterday. And okay she did talk back and then I took until this morning to reply. But then after that radio silence.
Apart from that chat we are also both in this group chat. And see she mentioned a party that she wants to go to and it happens to be on the day of my christmas staff dinner that I already paid for and really want to go. So of course I could not go. She basically ignored what I said and just talked about something else with the others. Only one of my friend’s actually acknowledged my response.
Anywho’s I then say that the party was really good last year, you know to seem like I am bummed that I will miss it. Then I say about how I am not feeling well and that I had to leave work.
You would think your friends would tell you a simple GET WELL SOON. . . but nope nothing. Instead they just continue talking as if I did not send anything.
That made me feel so lonely and alone. I do not know why I am friends with them sometimes when they treat me like that. Friends do really drift apart and we do change. There’s a chapter in GIRL ONLINE about this and she really does explain it well. That friends outgrow one another. Like Penny and Megan.
You should really read the book if you haven’t. I really RECOMMEND IT!!
Anyways I will end this blog post with something extremely funny, and that is with the new family member: Bart who grows grass on his head. And this grass grows extremely quickly.